It is near. Can't believe that the first paper is *gasp* in another 37 1/2 hours. AA 306.

Been practising the questions lately, I see the journal entries whenever I close my eyes to sleep... Library is literally my second home these days. Will be there from morning until night. Immune to the coldness and silentness of the library. Why do I want to study in the library then? Because this is the only way that I can discipline myself and focus on the things that I really really really NEED to and HAVE to do. If I am studying in my room, these are what I will do:

- laze on the bed until I am satisfy and get my lazy bum off the bed
- take my own sweet time to have my breakfast, surf the net
- start revising, look out from the window, surf the net
- look out from the window again, looking for signs of rain coming, surf the net
- lunch time, pack back and watch drama
- can't concentrate on study after lunch, surf the net
- revise, look out from the window, refill my water, surf the net
- dinner time, bath
- do laundry, revise, surf the net
- time to sleep

So in the end, I end up SURFING THE NET most of the time! This is what I call no discipline. Gotta get my itchy hands away from my computer. It is not that I can't use the computer in the library, in fact, I sat at the computer terminal everyday when I was in the library. The difference is, the computer in the library IS NOT my computer, thus alot of actions are restricted. Furthermore, I will feel "paiseh" if I keep surfing the net while my friends/people around me keep studying. This is what I call peer pressure.

Going to patron the library again tomorrow, tomorrow is my last chance. Just feel so wasted if I do not give my best.

Oops...I only have another 37 hours before the paper, and I will sleep for 6 hours a day, 2 nights mean 12 hours...37 hours minus 12 hours minus 3 hours of meal time minus 3 hours for other stuff minus.....

I better stop counting and start revising.

All da best to everyone & myself!

orange & cat